Tuesday, November 30, 2010

DOWNLOAD: [K-Drama] Playful Kiss a.k.a Mischievous Kiss 2010 - Kim Hyun Joong Ep15-16

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Youtube Special & SeungJo's Diary added!!


K-Drama: Playful Kiss a.k.a Mischievous Kiss
Genre: Romance, School
Episodes: 20
Cast: Kim Hyun Joong as Baek Seung Jo, Jung So Min as Oh Ha Ni
Synopsis:
Based on the popular manga, Oh Ha Ni is a clumsy student who falls for the perfectionist, Baek Seung Jo. However, Seung Jo is indifferent towards her and rejects her love. When Ha Ni's house collapses, she and her father moves into his long-time friend's house. It turns out that Seung Jo is the friend's son and Ha Ni is given the opportunity to be near the guy she loves. Will she be able to move Seung Jo's heart?

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Playful Kiss YOUTUBE SPECIAL
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Playfull Kiss YOUTUBE SEUNGJO'S DIARY
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Playfull Kiss YOUTUBE MAKING FILM 1 & 2
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Monday, November 29, 2010

不能被取代

女生通常会比较喜欢给情人取小昵称,特别的,秘密得只有两人之间才知道,不是 darling, honey 还是 dear... 这些都太一般,太普通了,配不上你心里特别的他。

当有一天吵架了,两人互不说话,自己却不得已要成为先开口的那一个,当话溜到嘴边时突然语塞了,顿了一下才发现自己一直以来都习惯叫他的专属小昵称。

他的名字你当然没有忘记,只是好久没从嘴里溜出来,叫起来感觉忸怩,怪怪的好像在叫陌生人,但是生气他的时候,你只想叫他的名字。

当有一天分开了,从情人变陌生人,昔日只属于他的小昵称你不会想要套在另一个男人身上,你不会要让自己被同一个男人辜负两次,尽管他不是他。

有些东西是没有替代品,爱情也一样。




Creative Portraits by Joey Lawrence

Joey Lawrence is a young professional photographer who currently resides in Brooklyn, New York. Joey Lawrence has been shooting commercial photography, photojournalism and music videos around the world since the age of 17. He has agents in London, New York and Toronto. Some of his clients include Warner Bros. Records, Summit Entertainment, Forbes, NBC, Kawasaki, the United Way, Salvation Army,

小提琴手 (xiǎo tí qín shǒu) - Violinist

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Sunday, November 28, 2010

Creative Photography by Brad Trent

Brad Trent grew up in a string of small towns in Western Canada. In contradiction to photographer who hides their lighting, and even remove the catch light from the subject’s eyes, Brad Trent shares his most amazing lighting setups in his portfolio.Today Brad is Award-Winning Advertising & Editorial Portrait Photographer based in New York City. People he has photographed include Steven Spielberg,

Saturday, November 27, 2010

Lady Gaga by Aaron Fallon

Amazing shoots of Lady Gaga by Aaron Fallon, talented freelance photographer, based in Venice Beach, California.

Blank Stares by Jeff Luker

Jeff Luker is 25 years old talented photographer, who currently lives in Portland, Oregon.

Interior Photography by Jean-Francois Jaussaud

French photographer Jean-Francois Jaussaud has been shooting interior design and portraits for more than 20 years. He has been published in the most prestigious publications including Elle Decor, Vogue, Marie-Claire and the NY Times amongst others.

East Berlin (1972-1996) by Sibylle Bergemann

Sibylle Bergemann was a German photographer. In 1990, she cofounded the Ostkreuz photographers agency. She is remembered for documenting developments in East Berlin during the Communist era and for her international assignments for Stern and later for Geo.Sibylle born in 1941 in Berlin where she was raised and educated, she first worked as a secretary for the East German periodical Das Magazin.

Portraits by Thomas Dozol

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Sworn Virgins by Pepa Hristova

In the north of Albania Pepa Hristova photographed the Burrnesha or so-called “Sworn Virgins” – women who, after an old ritual, adopt a male identity and take over the role of the missing family leaders. It’s an impressive story, retold by Pepa in a very human and unobtrusive way. She captured the masculine poses and bearings, the angular features on the women’s faces, revealing their complete

Portrait Photography by Rylan Perry

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Beauty Photography by Cliff Watts

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Havanna between the times by Jordis Antonia Schlösser

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Fashion Photography by Carter Smith

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2010 Olympus BioScapes Winners

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Singer Christina Aguilera recently honored with a star on the Hollywood walk of fame. She was very excited and said ‘As a young girl in Pittsburgh, I often imagined what it would be like to come to Hollywood and make it as a performer’ to her fans. Her latest movie ‘Burlesque’ is released and she got another reason to celebrate. 

梦。前世(2)

梦里的我没有父母,是个孤儿,年纪大约十六、七岁,跟着一个卖艺团讨生活,从一个村庄去到另一个村庄,跟团里的女孩们一起表演歌舞,凑取盘川。

一天我们来到一个村庄,团长刚好病了,我陪团里的台柱花旦去见村长,要求他允许我们在村子里做表演,我们两个女生依偎靠在一起站着,在一间有很高天花板的大屋子里等,心里有点怕。

屋子里面走出来两个男人,一个衣着华丽,手里拿着一根长烟斗,我猜他就是村长,他身边跟着一个小女孩,年纪大约五、六 岁,举止却没有小孩子该有的童幼,一付很懂事的样子。

另一个男人长得像流氓,留了一头长发,披散着,走路大摇大摆,一坐下来就把其中一只脚翘起来放在椅子上,斜视看着我们两个女生,很让人心里不喜欢。

村长在那个流氓男人旁边的另一张椅子坐下,他们中间隔着一个小方桌,桌面上摆了两碗茶,小女孩很恭敬地站在村长面前。

小女孩的手臂上捧着一只肉色的四脚爬行动物,外表像是被放大了体积的壁虎,她不懂说了什么逗得村长眉开眼笑,她看起来像是被买回来的奴隶,职责就是想办法逗主子开心,我怀疑她是侏儒。

村长赏了小女孩一口茶,她喝茶的姿势很古怪,舌头快速地伸出来往茶面上卷了一下,我这才注意到她的皮肤很白皙,脸颊两边肉肉的,有点下垂到下巴,小嘴尖尖,唇色很红。

我们向他们说明了来意,那个流氓男人听了仰头大笑,竟然叫侏儒女孩把她手臂上的大壁虎往我们抛过来。

那只大壁虎不偏不倚落在我身上,一眨眼就钻进了我的衣服里,我尖叫乱跳,无法隔着衣服把那只讨厌的四脚动物捉出来,没法之下只好把身上的衣服脱了,耳边尽是那个流氓男人毫无同情心的笑声……..

这是一个莫大的侮辱,对于一个手无寸铁的女子。

这一生,我很讨厌不尊重女性的男人,让我心受委屈的男人,我会很想对他使拳头,大吼,恨不得他有不好的下场。

对于那些相处一起,以女性优先的风度男人会特别赢得我的好印象,我也不懂为什么,让我觉得有安全感,心踏实的男人我会愿意听他说的话。

这一生,我很怕四脚爬行动物,管它是不是不会咬人还是吃斋的,一只小小的壁虎就足以让我逃跑跳,真心当我朋友的朋友,请不要试探我的恐惧底线,不然后果会怎样,我可不负责哦~



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Quality Appreciation Day- 26th Nov 2010: Visit to Desaru Fruit Farm

Source Website: http://www.facebook.com/home.php#!/photo.php?fbid=460715906238&set=a.460715251238.244617.754191238&pid=5671259&id=754191238 By Jeslin Loo, Saturday, 27 November 2010(A one day trip, starting early in the morning at 0730 hrs till 2000hrs in the twilight zone, from Singapore to Malaysia)PHOTO: Rose apple / Jambu Air (Eugenia aquea) flowering.Flowers are 2-4", with hundreds of

Thursday, November 25, 2010

Deserts Photography by Tomas Kaspar

Amazing photography of deserts by Tomas Kaspar, talented nature and landscape photographer from Czech Republic.

那一夜,我听见盛开在五线谱上的花



托一位朋友的福,得到了一张 Classical Guitar Solo Concert 的票,演奏地点是在 KLPac。

这是我第一次去听 Classical Guitar Solo,演奏者是一位长得漂亮的中国女生 - Xuefei Yang,出生北京,现居伦敦,从7岁开始接触吉他,目前是世界级水准的吉他演奏家之一。

那晚,她穿一字斜肩的银白色长裙晚装,布质带点闪亮,但不会俗气,走起路来裙摆飘飘,好看极了~!

晚装的裁剪十分合身,当她第一次弯腰低头向观众谢礼的时候,我注意到了她的锁骨,很漂亮,呵呵~女人看女人,总是先从外表下手。

最多人期待的是她的《梁祝》吉他演奏,当熟悉的乐调传进耳里,我想起吴奇隆唱的《梁祝》,在心里偷偷哼唱。

当年他和杨采妮主演的《梁祝》,看到杨采妮哭干了眼泪,流下两道血痕,跳出出嫁的轿子往梁山伯的坟墓奔去,翻身跃下土泥堆里,那份爱的无悔,我哭得稀哩哇啦。

那年我读初中五,少女初恋的心,爱情就是一切,爱情就是我的世界,长大以后再看《梁祝》,看祝英台不顾一切地跳入“爱情坟墓”的举动,对现时现代的女人来说,那是找死。

那一晚,Xuefei Yang 演奏好几首西班牙吉他乐,我听见了春天,听见了一朵朵盛开的花,依然好喜欢 Flamingo 的激情拍子,心底总会随着手指豪迈地拨动吉他铉的动作泛起涟漪。

三毛曾在书里提过,她的父亲要他们姐弟小时候学钢琴,希望在他们以后的人生成长路上,有音乐陪伴,不感寂寞。

长大后的三毛成了浪迹天涯的侠女,荷西去世以后她做了一次长途的北美洲之行,途中她给自己买了一把小口琴,黄昏时坐在山坡上的石阶梯,吹到夕阳西落,吹到万家灯火,才起身拍拍屁股上的灰,往自己住的酒店走去。

音乐,可以舒解情感,我不会吹口琴,更不会弹吉他,我用我自己的方式去欣赏,去爱。

Photography by Anna Zorina

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Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Creative Advertising Photography by Pawel Fabjanski

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Photography by Danko Steiner

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Monday, November 22, 2010

Candice Boucher by Kenneth Willardt

Candice Boucher’s latest work for A Magazine #46. Photographed by Kenneth Willardt and styled by Sciascia Gambaccini, Candice sports ensembles from the likes of Roberto Cavalli.

不要无期徒刑



今天早上,爱FM播了这首歌,我以前很喜欢的一首歌 - 掌心。

如果爱上你是天生注定的宿命,我会狠狠把心捏碎,让它割破我的掌心,宁可流血,也不要再流泪。

昨晚,一个朋友问我,什么意思是‘但心会安’?

我想了想,回答,feel safe。

心在那里,那里就必须是一个 feel safe 的地方,其实我们对爱情的要求一直以来都是那么的简单 - 安全感。

祝福你,也祝福我自己,雨过天晴。

Fashion Photography by Sylvie Malfray

Amazing and superb professional beauty photography by Sylvie Malfray, talented fashion photographer, based in Paris.

Glamour Photography by Emma Summerton

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` katy perry perfOrms in londOn `

Dazzling U.S. pop star Katy Perry performs terrifically at the BBC Radio 1’s Teen Awards 2010 which was recently held at Hammersmith Apollo.

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与心对话八百里



星期三假日那天早上醒来,没再多想,收拾了背包拿了车钥匙就出门,公寓里晨运的老爸爸向我道早安,说今天是假期,问我还要去上班啊?

我对老爸爸笑,大声说不,我度假去了~!

已经很久没有独自一个人驾车回老家了,总会担心 Kancil 仔要是半途中闹脾气的话,那时候一个女生在 highway 两头不到岸可就麻烦了。

回家的第一天,整个下午陪妈妈追看香港连续剧,过后被她赶去睡午觉,她老人家念我,说驾了一个早上的长途车人不累啊?

晚上爸爸下班回来,三人吃了晚餐继续看连续剧,我和爸爸一心二用,各自手里拿着一本书,我重复看 N 次《哈利波特》第7集,他老人家看心灵书籍,将近半夜12点我就被妈妈赶去睡觉。

隔天下午陪妈妈去看医生,她老人家多年前不小心从楼梯滑倒,直到那天我才知道旧伤患的痛还折磨着她,她却从来只字没提过,我心很痛。

那个下午,我们母女俩在车里闲聊对话,每次回老家跟妈妈聊天过后,都会发觉心变得很踏实,人很安,心灵处被黑白城市吞嚼的空洞都被妈妈的大爱填补了。

离家的早上,妈妈陪我下楼,帮我提着两个新水桶,是她买给我的,你总会用得着,她说。

走到 Kancil 仔旁,她把水桶放进车尾箱,交待了一声小心驾驶,转身头也没回地走了。

我望着妈妈的背影,过去日子的辛酸,走过的风风雨雨,很多事情对她来说已是云淡风轻,我知道她现在心里面最放不下的,就是她的一对子女 – 弟弟和我。

有时候,该走的,该放手的就要让它成为过去,一再回头也许会变成了盐柱,变成脆弱得不堪一击。

老家一趟来回一个人走了 826 公里,眼睛看着前方,手控制着方向盘,脚控制着车速,脑子里什么都不想,心专注着 - 要到达的方向。


Sunday, November 21, 2010

Nature Photography by Adrian Petrisor

Amazing nature shoots by Adrian Petrisor, talented male photographer from Cluj-Napoca, Romania.

say halo to BlackBerry Bold 9780~



今天看了一场电影,之前答应过自己,要是如愿以 RM799 买到 BlackBerry Bold 9780 ,我就去看戏庆祝。

看完 《哈利波特》 买了一盒草莓,疼惜自己昨天与黑莓相处的第一天,手机繁多的界面让我头昏眼花,到了晚上睡觉的时候还在头晕,决定吃草莓报复。

我现在随身还带着旧手机,别笑我,我对手机的 Data Transfer 一窍不通,只好用最原始的方法,一个一个联络号码重新输入。

昨天早上,5点45 分起床,7点钟到达 SS2 Digi Centre,等了两个小时,如愿把黑莓 9780 带回家,特价 RM799,签约 24 个月,它的外型跟黑莓 9700 一样。

Digi 店员准时 9 点钟分发购买表格,我拿到的号码是 4,心里一笑,连幸运号码都出场了,注定的,我要用黑莓。

自从和同屋友达成共同协议,决定下个月起终止很烂的Streamyx 服务,我就决定换掉用了多年的 k750i。

那时候考虑的是 Sony E x10mini Pro 和 BlackBerry Torch 9800,没打算要 iPhone,我不喜欢完全 touch screen 的手机。

问了几个使用黑莓的朋友们意见,再加上自己上网看评价,觉得比较适合自己目前的需求是黑莓,婆婆妈妈考虑到最后,结果错过了 Digi BlackBerry Torch 9800 特价促销- RM999,只能暗捶心肝。

原本打算这个月尾发薪了买 BlackBerry Bold 9700,与Digi签约 24 个月还要 RM999,有点肉痛,更别说黑莓9800,签约 24 个月还要 RM1499,想都别想,我不会舍得花这个钱。

没想到傻傻也有傻福,之前我根本不知道黑莓还会推出新款号,从老家回来在网上无意间看到 Digi 的广告,原本月尾才要花的钱虽然是提早花掉了,但是买到了心头好和节省了两百大元,心情好得很。

给我的黑莓宝贝套上了火红色辣辣漆皮外衣,物似主人,呵呵~它的主人我对红色最有情结。

Saturday, November 20, 2010

Celebrity Portrait Photography by Brian Bowen Smith

Brian Bowen Smith born and raised in New York , Brian became a professional photographer by a less traditional route than most. After catching the eye of legendary photographer Herb Ritts while performing as a pro skater, and a subsequent invitation to appear in a Gap campaign, Herb became his mentor and friend.Four years as Herb's assistant helped Brian to find his personal photographic style,

Fashion Photography by Eudes De Santana

Eudes De Santana is photographer, who was born and raised in Brasil, now he based in Barcelona, Spain. Eudes is a fashion and advertising photographer, originally went to school for graphic design. While finishing his degree, he worked on photographic commissions for fashion editorials, catalogs, and advertising campaigns. is work is intended for professional campaigns but his pictures have very

` stunning kelly broOk `

British actress and model Kelly Brook is busy preparing to audition for a ‘top secret play’ and has no time for relationships. The 30 year old beauty, who split up with the former England fly-half Danny Cipriani in the summer, has decided to put her career before her love life.

` amazing friendship :: really awesOme `

These pictures were taken in Harrisburg, Pennsylvania, where this deer visits this cat in the yard every morning!Contributed by ashashworld4u@yahoo.com

` beautiful sOuth actress akanksha `

Buoyant about birthdays

weekend today November 20 - 21, 2010, column, Page T3 (The Fairer Text) From http://imcms2.mediacorp.sg/CMSFileserver/documents/006/PDF/20101120/2011COW003.pdfSource Website: http://www.todayonline.com/Columns/Thefairertext/EDC101120-0000024/Buoyant-about-birthdays By Georgina Chang, georginac@mediacorp.com.sg, 05:55 AM Nov 20, 2010PHOTO: I'm getting older. Hooray! A man with grey streaks looks

Friday, November 19, 2010

` latina beauty vanessa hUdgens `

‘High school musical’ star Vanessa Hudgens was spotted in Hawaii while she was shooting for her new movie ‘Journey 2: The Mysterious Island’, it’s an action-adventure flick. Hudgens was also just nominated for the Favorite Movie Star Award (under 25) at the People’s Choice awards.

amelie cafe@armenian street, penang

躲在老槟城古迹区的小小间 amelie café,一跨过门栏走进里面 ,我仿佛回到了五岁以前,曾经住过的战前老楼房。

Amelie Café 的主人是一对看似情侣的男女,男主人的头发剪得很短,身材高而瘦,女主人长发披肩,一脸素净,两人的穿着都很休闲,看起来平易近人,但是我没主动找他们闲聊,他们也给足客人隐私空间,这正是我需要的。

女主人光着脚丫子上下木楼梯打点事物,楼梯板“噔噔噔”声响,听在耳里是那么的熟悉,很久很久以前,我也是这么样子,“噔噔噔”跑着上楼下楼。

长年累月被踩得油到发亮的木板面,顽皮的我有一次脚滑了,从楼上摔到楼下,哭得稀哩哇啦,还要被妈妈打。

哭闹之后,摔得起包的额头被涂上了药油,小小个子的我被安放在一个大盆子里,塞上奶嘴,放上枕头和抱枕,妈妈就坐在矮凳子上,在一旁一边洗菜一边哄我入睡,长大后才知道,妈妈每次打我,她自己也心不好过。

那时候不懂自己是跟同一个屋檐下的孩子不一样,也不懂妈妈寄人篱下的酸楚,只知道被妈妈管得严,做错一点小事就会被打,为的就是不想被没有血缘却又是亲人的她笑话自己,无法管教孩子。

我把手机转成了silent mode,安静地吃着盘子里放满了蘑菇的煎蛋,还有稍微热过的牛角面包,鲜搅的芒果奶昔撒了月桂粉很好喝,月桂是我最喜欢的香料,它的味道闻起来让我觉得暖和。

Café 里播着我听不懂的西班牙歌,墙上挂着一块写上 ‘no photograph’ 的木板,我识趣,用眼睛贪婪地记录下 Café 里的风景。

小小的空间里,油漆斑驳,露出红色砖块的墙上,还有天花板上几乎都挂满了东西,一开始眼睛还没适应过来会先是眼花缭乱一阵,慢慢地看出来乱中有序,都是主人家的一番心思。

黑色旧算盘、老祖母时代的热水壶、铁盒便当、美女图小油灯、印花铁杯子、印花老盘子..... 墙角挂着火水油灯,还有一些装了清水的空玻璃瓶,里面插着绿色植物,从天花板上垂直吊着,有些玻璃瓶里养着打架鱼,也有一些手工品出售,画在没有修饰过的木头板上的水彩画,草席编制包….

我带走了两张 amelie café 的名片作纪念,名片就插在装满了咖啡豆的杯子里,杯子就放在最里边,靠近厨房的小吧台上,一张是穿花裤子的男生,一张是穿红裙子绑马尾的女生,两张都是手绘图,简朴美丽,可以当书签呢~!

离开的时候,我还偷偷带走了 amelie café 里一块角落的风景。


Thursday, November 18, 2010

` kajal agArwal's sister :: nisha agarwal `

Pretty Nisha Agarwal is the new comer in the South Indian film industry. she is the sister of ‘Magadheera’ fame actress Kajal Agarwal. Her debut film ‘Emaindi Evela’ released recently in which she plays the lead role. Nisha born and brought up in Mumbai and did graduation in Hotel Management. She is a student of Shiamak Davar’s dance school and has also learnt a bit of Kathak.

Photography by Aaron Huey

Aaron Huey is a photographer from Seattle who is most widely known for his walk across America in 2002 with his dog Cosmo. The journey lasted 154 days and covered 3,349 miles. Huey stayed with strangers he met along the way, averaging around 30 miles a day, with a record day of 46 miles. His online journals chronicle his journey. His photography appears in Smithsonian, National Geographic, The

` sOme humorous shOp signs `

` beautifUl aarti chhabria `

` kelly broOk celebrity photoshoOt `

TAPAU TIME

MY PAPER, THURSDAY NOVEMBER 18, 2010, PAGE A15, MY LIFESTYLE From http://myepaper.mypaper.sg/ebook/web_php/fvbrowserjs.php?urljs=http://myepaper.mypaper.sg/ecreator/sphopf/mya181110cnd_opf_files/mya181110cnd.js&ver=Gen Source Website: http://news.asiaone.com/News/AsiaOne%2BNews/Singapore/Story/A1Story20101118-247797.html By VICTORIA BARKER, vbarker@sph.com.sg, Thu, Nov 18, 2010, my paperPHOTO:

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Photography by Matt Eich

Matt Eich is a freelance photographer and founding member of LUCEO. His work is rooted in memory, both personal and collective and he strives to approach every photograph with a sense of intimacy. He believes that stories are the fabric of history and that they have the power to inform and transform. While he has worked on five continents, Matt’s images focus on his own back yard, often

Fashion Photography by Mark Squires

Awesome fashion and celebrity photography by Mark Squires, talented photographer, based in New York, Squires can flaunt a list of faces he has photographed with the names of Gwen Stefani & No Doubt, M.I.A., Mark Ronson Jack White, Die Antwoord and Marion Cotillard and many others in it.

Macro Photography by Joni Niemela

Joni Niemela is one of the best macro photographers we have ever seen. His photos are stunning and they tell us over and over again: love this nature.

` diya mirza fOr maxim `

` miley cyrus in a classic loOk `

` pamela anDerson in big boss 4 `

After Jade Gudy  and Claudia its Pamela Anderson's turn to enter big boss reality show. It can be recalled that international contestants have become a part of the Bigg Boss house since Season Two

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Bikini-clad cheer squads add spice to beach volleyball

Source Website: http://news.asiaone.com/News/Latest%2BNews/Sports/Story/A1Story20101126-249247.htmlhttp://www.asianoffbeat.com/photos/57-asian-games-bikini-cheerleadershttp://www.asiaone.com/static/multimedia/gallery/101116_angels/ By AFP, Fri, Nov 26, 2010Girls blamed for match lossesPHOTO: Yemen beach volleyball team blames Sexy Cheerleaders for Defeat . Cheerleaders perform a

` emma watsOn for marie claire magazine `

Graceful Emma Watson is the cover girl of Marie Claire Magazine’s latest issue for the month of December 2010

African Scenery & Animals by Daniel Naudé

In Daniel Naudé's first solo show, he presents a world that appears to be a fairy tale, or a fictional place: We see a donkey with the grace of a race horse. Next to an impossibly beautiful rainbow, a white mule almost turns into a unicorn. The hills and veld that Naudé invites us to traverse are filled with wonderful creatures, each more proud, perfect, and present than the next.But small

机械毛虫 (jī xiè máo chóng) - Mechanical Caterpillar

我报, 星期五, 2010年11月12日, 综合新闻 (zōng hé xīn wén), General News, Page B2 MYPAPER, 12 November 2010, General News, Page B2 From http://myepaper.mypaper.sg/ebook/web_php/fvbrowserjs.php?urljs=http://myepaper.mypaper.sg/ecreator/sphopf/myb121110cnd_opf_files/myb121110cnd.js&ver=GenBy 美联社 (Měi lián shè), Associated Press (AP) PHOTO: 机械毛虫 (jī xiè máo chóng) - Mechanical Caterpillar 我报, 星期五, 2010年11月12日,

Portrait Photography by Ali Mitton

Beautiful portrait photography by Ali Mitton, talented people photographer from Gold Coast, Queensland, Australia.

Monday, November 15, 2010

` shakira at 2010 mtv eurOpe music awards `

` wOrld's largest jesus christ statue `

Northwest Poland is now become the home of the World’s tallest Jesus Statue, which would exceed the famous Christ sculpture in Brazil’s Rio de Janeiro. The statue in Swiebodzin, western Poland, measures 33 metres in height and will sit atop a 17-metre mount. It was built from private donations and designed by Sylwester Zawadzki, a local priest. The statue is set to be inaugurated on November 21. 

Sunday, November 14, 2010

心不在,再说什么都是假

工作忙得天昏地暗的时候接到老妈大人的电话,她老人家说要去拜月老,帮我问问姻缘。

我小心地再问清楚一点,原来她老人家已经偷偷去了一次,不巧那天问事的信徒太多,排队等候的号码派完了,只好跟阿姨一起打道回府。

妈妈说,要是问了之后有需要改运的话,我就得亲自去,然后跟着月老爷爷的指示,重新给自己绑一条好红线,这样就行了。



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过程是不是真的这么简单我没细问,我先是想到从老家去到妈妈口中说的那个月老庙,那段路可不近,我妈妈不会驾车,我不懂她老人家是坐阿姨的车,还是两个大小孩共骑一辆电单车,光是想到那风尘仆仆的画面,我就先担心她老人家的安全了。

我告诉妈妈,我没有什么想知道的,我现在比较关心自己未来的生活好不好,以后有没有闲钱再去旅行,手指尾红线的另一端怎样了,我不想知道。

挂电前,妈妈还是不放心问了几次,真的不要?不要,我语气坚定。

其实,姻缘根本掌握在自己的手里,要挥断红线的那把剪刀也在自己的手里,两个人在一起能开心地过日子就是好红线。

人生说长也短,何苦硬要活葬生命来耗一段孽缘?


Friday, November 12, 2010

夜。猫

近来每到周末或是假期,同屋的都会溜到连影也没有,我一个人也开始舍不得睡觉了,越是夜,越觉得自己好像变成了一只猫,开始在家里探索…….

每次回到老家,夜晚更是不舍得入睡,等到家里的每一个人都睡了,就算独个儿留在客厅里翻看旧电影 DVD 也好,或是在自己的房里趴着看书也好,就是不肯熄灯睡觉。

漫漫长夜也不想要自己的眼睛太累,想起车里有本新杂志,看多图少字的读物总比看文字密麻的白纸黑字轻松多了,拿了车匙就下楼去,在底楼走廊的转弯处碰见了一只猫咪,它一点也不怕生,直向我的脚靠过来。

想了想,杂志不拿了,折回上楼拿了一个鱼罐头,今年买给猫咪饭团的生日礼物,很高兴终于碰到了有缘猫。

夜晚会把周围的声音放大,也会把内心的孤单和寂寞放大,此刻要是刚好想起某个人,他在心里面的位置就会突然被放大了许多,这个时候,心的防线最不设防。

夜,拿出好酒,拿出好书,一个人静静地看书品酒,细嚼滋味。


Thursday, November 11, 2010

很猫的 《Singkin' Soon 》 by Norah Jones



喜欢这首歌,来自 Norah Jones 《Not Too Late》的专辑,歌名 Singkin' Soon。

懒洋洋的音乐很猫,拍子的节奏让人很容易跟上,很好跳舞,这让我联想到 Dita Von Teese,她的性感风情。

喜欢随着音乐,倒一把 body lotion 在掌上,滑过刚冲掉一天疲劳的手臂、肩膀、大腿、小腿、足踝 .....

女人爱美不是罪,对自己的肌肤一定要疼,我很相信,被疼爱的肌肤才不会老得快。



Wednesday, November 10, 2010

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

DOWNLOAD: [J-Movie] Liar Game: The Final Stage (Hardsubs)

[J-Movie] Liar Game: The Final Stage - Eng Hardsub
by SARS Fansubs
Cast: Erika Toda, Shota Matsuda, Seiichi Tanabe, Kosuke Suzuki, YosiYosi Arakawa, Mari Hamada, Toshihiro Wada, Yuki Akimoto, Kento Nagayama, Kazuma Suzuki, Megumi Seki, Michiko Kichise, Ikkei Watanabe...

Story: The Psychological thriller directed by Hiroaki Matsuyama dethroned US movie Percy Jackson and the Olympians at number 2 following its release this week at Japan Box Office. Starring Shota Matsuda and Erika Toda (Death Note). Based on a manga created by Kaitani Shinobu, this movie is set where the 2nd season of the drama series left off. In the first series, a college student Nao Kanzaki is lured into a mysterious game by tricking other players to win. However Nao got tricked by her former sensei, desperate for help, she enlisted the aid of person named Shinichi Akiyama. In the second series, the duo is faced against new opponents with the help of a rival player named Fukunaga . In Liar game: Final Stage, Players are encouraged to trust each other to win the tournament. However, a mysterious player named X is secretly plotting to sabotage everyone of their chances to win the LGT. [From AsianMedia Wiki]

Download @ MediaFire (640mb Compressed Ver.)
HERE (Eng. Hardsub)

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DOWNLOAD: [K-Drama] Sungkyunkwan Scandal 2010 - Airing Ep 19-20 END

COMPLETE (Special EP included)
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[K-Drama] Sungkyunkwan Scandal
Cast: Micky Yoochun, Park Min Young, Song Joong Ki, Yoo Ah In
Synopsis:
This drama is set in Sungkyunkwan University during the reign of King Jeongjo in the late Joseon era, revolving around the exploits and love stories of four youths. When her younger brother's illness worsens and their family is in danger of being evicted from their house for lack of money, Kim Yoon Hee enters the school under his name, disguised as a boy in her desperation to support him. There, she becomes friends with the intelligent and upright Lee Sun Joon, the playboy Goo Yong Ha and rebellious Moon Jae Shin.

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Download @ MediaFire: HERE (Update: ep01 - ep20 + SPECIAL Ep)

* added Sungkyunkwan Scandal SPECIAL!

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十月 。芝麻小事



十月的芝麻小事,从一张戏票开始,日期是第4届 《大马中文部落格祭颁奖礼》后的第二天。

电影的中文翻译是 《一个人的旅行》,我当然要一个人去 Eat、Pray、Love。

十月的芝麻小事,化成一张张的照片,让它来告诉你 - 我的 Eat。Pray。Love。


随想1109 - the ghost inside your heart


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有一种爱情你无法拒绝
自-愿-受-俘


Monday, November 8, 2010

DOWNLOAD: HEROES (Korean Variety Show) Feat. Kahi & other Female Idols/Celebs - Episode 06-15

NOTE: will update the rest of the episodes soon, cuz now have too much drama to upload

Ongoing~










HEROES

the new Korean Variety Show about 12 women cast coming together to overcome various challenges as well as create a storyline that will keep viewers hooked.
The Cast: Kahi (After School), Nicole (KARA), Narsha (Brown Eyed Girls), IU, Seo In Young, Lee Jin, Yoo In Na, Noh Sa Yeon, Shin Bong Sun, Jeong Ga Eun, Hong Soo Ah, Jiyeon (T-ara), Noh Hong Chul, Lee Hwi Jae

Download [HQ] Heroes @ MediaFire/HotFile:
Episode 01: Heroes.avi (HAN) - 18.07.2010 [MF] [HF]
Episode 02: Heroes.avi (Alpha) - 25.07.2010 [MF]
Episode 03: Heroes.avi (HAN) - 01.08.2010 [MF]
Episode 04: Heroes .avi (HAN) - 08.08.2010 [MF]
Episode 05: Heroes .avi (HAN) - 15.08.2010 [MF]
Episode 06: Heroes .avi (HAN) - 22.08.2010 [MF]
Episode 07: Heroes .avi (HAN) - 22.08.2010 [MF]
Episode 08: Heroes .avi (HAN) - 22.08.2010 [MF / 720p Ver]
Episode 09: Heroes .avi (HAN) - 22.08.2010 [MF]
Episode 10: Heroes .avi (HAN) - 22.08.2010 [MF]
Episode 11: Heroes .avi (HAN) - 22.08.2010 [MF]
Episode 12: Heroes .avi (HAN) - 22.08.2010 [MF]
Episode 13: Heroes .avi (HAN) - 22.08.2010 [MF]
Episode 14: Heroes .avi (HAN) - 22.08.2010 [MF]
Episode 15: Heroes .avi (HAN) - 22.08.2010 [MF]

* will notify u guyz if i found any other subbers for this show

Watch @ Youtube with ENG SUB!
HERE - Heroes ep01 (when d/load the vid frm youtube, there will be no sub when u view it, cuz they make it softsub. hope they'll make it hardsubbed for the next ep)
HERE - Heroes ep02 (english hardsubbed)
*HERE - Heroes ep03
HERE - Heroes ep04

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Sunday, November 7, 2010

[電台節目預告]網絡兵團、網絡寫手、網絡打手?

有一種兵團,叫著網絡兵團;有一種寫手,叫著網絡寫手;
有一種打手,叫著網絡打手;各為其主,以網絡為戰場,打一場沒有煙硝之戰。

從政治到廣告推廣,互聯網已是不可忽視的平台,它的影響力可能令你措手不及,也讓人看到在互聯網宣傳和促銷確有力道。

嘩眾取寵,對政客和廣告而言,只是一種手法和工具,無關對錯,身為網友或是普羅大眾的你,又有何想法呢?



你可以透過電台收聽,然后到主播吉安facebook留言討論,也可到各相關部落客的部落格留言,或者你可以到部落格聯播陣線的FacebookTwitter分享自己的意見。

日期:8/11/2010 星期一
時間:9pm
電台:Ai Fm
節目名稱:友人漫遊
部落客:Kampung girl天馬行空+異想天開無聊小站黃德峻文鋒起吾

歡迎調頻收聽或傳短訊分享。
发短讯方式:
键入AIFM<空一格>文字讯息,然后发送至32728

此外,你可以把你的看法,發表在你的部落格,或到主播的部落格和部落客嘉賓的部落格去發表你的感想,你也可以在此留言討論。
电台频率

* 彭亨州 (FM106.7)
* 关丹 (FM106.1)
* 太平 (FM106.1)
* 哥打巴鲁 (FM105.7)
* 槟城 (101.3)
* 吉打 (FM101.3)
* 玻璃市 (FM101.3)
* 柔佛 (FM100.4)
* 马六甲 (FM100.4)
* 山打根 (FM95.1)
* 怡保/霹雳 (FM92.1)
* 亚庇 (FM91.9)
* 吉兰丹 (FM91.6)
* 古晋 (FM90.7)
* 瓜拉登嘉楼 (FM90.5)
* 雪兰莪 (FM89.3)
* 森美兰 (FM89.7)
* 吉隆坡 (FM89.3)

Saturday, November 6, 2010

期待看见雨后彩虹

在外看了半天的书回到家,洗了澡包着毛巾出来,就闻到了空气里有‘雨’的味道,果然外面下着安静的小雨,刚才回家途中天空还蓝得灿烂。

早上在外吃早餐,抬头看见蓝天里飘行的白云,还有不远处的山坡一片的绿,风吹得人好凉快,这样的天气我最喜欢,很有度假的感觉。

终于在 one utama 的公共沙发看完了整本 《礼拜三的糕饼课》,故事从春天里鹿儿和糕饼师童话般的爱情故事拉开序幕,然后到夏天、秋天和冬天,所发生的故事都是围绕着他们经营的 Wednesday’s Café。

没有自信心的胖女人遇见了喜欢她的开朗胖先生,走失的狗儿以 “另一个方式” 回来跟小主人重聚,鹿儿的学长终于找到了属于他的同性爱情,不忍心破坏他人家庭的女人勇敢地向不可能属于她的男人说再见,出席了同学会后感触良多的中年已婚男人,年轻时家里为她主婚而被逼与自己的所爱擦肩错过的老奶奶……

所有的爱情一开始都是美好的,到后来的柴米油盐考验,渗入了酸苦辣的幸福,胖女人阿卡在哀悼逝去的爱人老船长的时候,明白了世界不会为一个女人的忧伤而驻留,她必须要积极地努力活下去。

作者有意安排整本书的故事流程,带领读者从童话到现实,死亡只在故事里出现过一次,一次也已够了,如果相爱的幸福无法永远,你可以让它以另一个方式延续,爱一个人,有很多方式。

爱情面貌多个包装,但是它最初的本质都是一样,单纯且没杂质。


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心暖的雨天
芳说这是一本会让我心暖的书,收到这份小惊喜的时候,我立刻翻开看,里面的插图,还有好些糕饼食谱,已经让我不怀疑。

又是一个雨的星期六
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Friday, November 5, 2010

不说话,静静的...


这支火龙宝石干红(Classic Red Wine - Ruby Pitaya)超正顺喉,加州葡萄和热带国家的火龙果酿制,13.5% 的低酒精成份,味道稍微带甜。

红宝石般的液体很漂亮,滑过喉咙就像在喝水,淡淡果香回荡口腔里,我尝到的是葡萄香气比较多,我个人觉得这支红酒很适合当 Table Wine。

酒是朋友送的,edamame 是自己买的,月头领了薪水有点小钱,跟同事逛超市豪气买了一包。

从 Dido 听到 Olivia Ong 再到 Oscar Lopez 让我心醉的西班牙吉他乐....

一个人的 Own-Secret-Time。



Wednesday, November 3, 2010

DOWNLOAD: [K-Drama] Soulmate - 2006 *Update: ep01-06

COMPLETE ~Compressed Ver. 350mb~
Nice drama, RECOMMENDED!!

[K-Drama] Soulmate - 2006
Cast: Shin Dong Wook, Lee Soo Kyung, Choi Phillip, Sa Kang, Otani Ryohei
Synopsis:
The person you meet once in your lifetime that fate has brought to you! This person you call your soulmate. The year 2006, your soulmate is secretly creeping up on you… What if my other half is really living somewhere out there; will I be able to notice them? It is a question that can be asked by anyone who is in their marital age. A time when matchmaking agencies are flooded with people! Try re-identifying the true meaning of marriage and love while watching 6 couples live the same life that you're living in.

We will show you everything you need to know in the love game!

This is a sitcom young adults and adults can enjoy. Members of all age groups can enjoy it, and benefit from its honest and ongoing talk about love. It gives its viewers some final answers to the "love game" questions and presents confusing issues in a way that everyone can understand. The drama will tell you everything you've always wanted to know, from spending a night with a guy you don't like, to how to completely win over a guys heart; and much more!! It spills out all the secrets of the love game.

"It is easier to stir up a women's heart than to drink wine." Dong-wook, a playboy who no one can even dare to follow. "My boyfriend of 5 years!! He is definitely my soulmate!!" Soo-kyung, a girl who only looks at one man like a sunflower; a perfect, pure hearted character. Two people who have never seen each other, and who live on the opposite sides of the world from each other live and love in their own way, but from some point on they start to move towards the same dream and feel the same physiological feelings. Two people who have met by fate in a world full of mixed up fates. Now, the most amazing things, which no one could have ever thought of, start to unfold between the two.

Download @ MediaFire: Compressed Ver. ~350mb
HERE *Update Ep 01-12 (END)

English Subtitle: HERE @ WITHS2

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《就算世界无童话》 - 卫兰



第一次听卫兰,是她唱的《大哥》。

这几天都在听《就算世界无童话》,歌词就像一个善良的小女孩心声,告诉你她对我们生活世界的和平憧憬。

有个朋友是练马师,我问他,来靠近你的人,你如何知道他们有没有目的?

他说他没去想,复杂的跑马圈里,他保持着一颗简单的心。

有时候不去假设人性,不是对人没提防心,也不是对他人仁慈,而是对自己宽待。

DOWNLOAD: [J-Movie] Nodame Cantabile: The Final Score Part 1 - 2009


Nodame Cantabile: The Final Score - Part I / Nodame Cantabile The Movie I
Release Date: December 19, 2009 (in theatres)
Synopsis:
Chiaki Shinichi (Hiroshi Tamaki) wins the prestigious Platini International Music Competition and becomes the new orchestra conductor for the Le Marlet Orchestra. Chiaki then goes with Frank (Eiji Wentz) to observe the orchestra and is astonished by their poor performance. It seems due to lack of funding the orchestra lost many of its members & the interest of its audience.
Meanwhile, Nodame (Juri Ueno) prepares for a graduation exam at her music school. She is happy that Chiaki has finally become a conductor and becomes even more enthusiastic when Chiaki asks her to play Ravel's "Bolero" with the orchestra. But, her excitement soon turns to disappointment when Son Rui (Yu Yamada) takes her part in the "Bolero" performance... (Continued at AsianMediaWiki)


The plot continues in the second movie, which was recently released to theatres. SARS Fansubs will be subbing it once it is released October 8, 2010.

Download @ MediaFire: HERE (Eng Hardsubbed by SARS Fansubs)

*TV Version:
This is the TV version that Fuji TV aired a little while ago, NOT the full film version. I think some of the scenes are different/dropped in this version, since it's about fifteen minutes shorter. Thank you to SARS Fabsubs for the English subtitles!


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Tuesday, November 2, 2010

我要你过得比我好

几个月前,收到已经分开很多年的旧情人的简讯,内容写:
“My n my wife got separated. So sad now..Dun know what 2 do”

其实,我很希望这只是一个无聊的开玩笑,过去我们分开以后,他的幼稚报复行为曾经把我惹毛了,以前写的那篇文章 《男人,你的护身符是女人》,他就是主角。

如果简讯里说的都是实话,我也没有幸灾乐祸的心情,我不记得他结婚多久了,也该有三年以上了,对于他的简讯,我的回应是 - silent。

现在时代,每天有人结婚有人离婚一点也不奇怪,要是真的不能再相爱,就不要折磨对方的人生,也不好浪费自己的生命,婚姻不是一辈子的归宿。

从他的简讯语气,我猜提出离婚的可能是女方,有时候我倒觉得女人在这方面会比男人干脆一些,真的要走的时候,女人不会回头。

其实我宁可他是来向我炫耀,告诉我他现在过得多好,他的另一半比我多棒,看他们现在多幸福,我真的宁可听到的是他说他的幸福事一箩箩,我会很替他开心。

我和他的过去都事隔已久,回味起来已经是一杯白开水,就好像《二手杂货店之恋》小说里的雅代姊说,“可能在我责怪对方的那一刻,那个人就死了,也可能在第二天就不在了”。

毕竟两人曾经在一起,曾经真心诚意爱过,我依然希望他过得好,过得比我们以前在一起时更快乐,过得比现在的我更加好。

一个结了婚十多年的男人告诉我,爱情到最后只会变成责任,我不懂婚姻到最后是不是也只会变成责任,我还没够资格说婚姻的坏话,但是我知道自己不会要只剩下责任的关系。

没敢说一个人也可以终老那么潇洒的话,但是离婚绝对不是世界末日。


如果你对他以前他把我惹毛的文章有兴趣:
男人,你的护身符是女人
一个男人在女友跟他分手多年以来,要是还一直给自己挖痛苦的坟墓,一直去揭失恋的伤疤让它流血,谁也没有办法可以救他。很不幸的,我就是这个男人的前女友,也就是提出分手的那个女人。

Monday, November 1, 2010

我的猫饭锅

早上上班,从公寓楼下一步一步数到停放车子的地方,400多步。

傍晚下班,再从停放车子的地方一步一步数到公寓楼下,一样 400 多步。

同一条路来回走了快六个月,现在才知道自己一天最少走路 1000 步以上,如果这是每一天赚取的收入数目,多好。

上个星期,一个人扛着一个多功能电饭锅,就这样走了400多步,一进家门立刻把锅子放下,两只手臂累得麻到寒了。

电饭锅其实不是很重,但是以我的小鸡仔手腕扛着它走一段路,还是会吃不消。庆幸在离开公司前先换了平底鞋,不需要踩着2寸半走街头秀,不然更累。

朋友笑我,途中可以休息再搬,我说我笨猫,没想到这个。

那天下班回到公寓,正是一般家庭晚餐前,师奶碰头吹水,老人家散步,小孩聚集玩乐的黄昏时段,我走过的 400多步,一路上两边的公寓草地都是大人小孩甲乙丙丁。

我一个女人,一身OL 套裙,背着一个爬山大包,肩挂一个手袋,这样的搭配已经很特出,再加上扛着一个把我的上半身都遮掉一半的箱子,我很希望自己当时是隐形的。

那天,一个弱女子扛着大箱子还要被公寓的外劳守门员“欺负”,我请他帮忙打开铁门,他竟然站死不肯动,以为我要用苦肉计“混”进公寓范围,硬要我出示住户卡。

我不再求人,以一只手托着箱子,一只手从手袋掏出住户卡,抬头走过他面前。

很喜欢这个电饭锅,很安静地煮饭,不吵的,像一只俯卧着,优雅姿态的猫。

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